2008年3月1日星期六

Go home the feeling of town

Also do not know why, in recent years, it is not very comfortable to return the feeling of native land. Feeling person and person between very coldness, ruthlessness has only a word in the heart of person, that is the word of " money ". It has a kind of feeling of " sweep each from home Men former snow, the which pipe tile of other person last frost ". Allegedly, some person not falls down to well for others to take off stone , is big kindness big virtue. Also feel the enthusiasm between person and person again when having no hour of same year in hometown , is pure and simple , is honest and kind, tolerant. Even smile seldom sees , see is those and similar to ridicule non smile, if leather smile meat is not ridiculed , light shallow smile is to sneer sometimes , makes one be not comfortable from head to foot. Now, all also seldom chat together , or do what matter collectively , are to attend to each to make money each , having gained money is to put in own purse , make a little if missing everyone to pool some money to share the field of public affairs , some person as if this is to cut the meat with him , disagree on. Have no method , take a cubes point for reputation, it is that and possible to make a noise in few days , thinks of , not think of saliva has no. Certainly, what can gain money is big grandfather , is able person, gain not money, have not used , certainly proper tortoise grandson. Can't gain the station of money in front of the person that gains more, obviously than person high , however also want low. Waist and the method of sinking are stretched not directly! However as soon as a little deserving to be been gratified still: Still and is the same before, that is no matter who there are wedding and funeral in home, neighbor or the person with clan can still help , in though some popular feeling not is willing to help very much, but who home is pregnant matter, need others gang , so bring somewhat enthusiastic gang still.

When their rich person vision, when I just come out , draw out gold outside , but have not drawn out , now mix meal merely to eat , because go home every time have no very view have returned. And still if just come out is the same and shabby , have not met somewhat to them more courtesy what what. In village, see them, cry out " their elder brother " " uncle uncle " cry out " their sister-in-law " aunt mother " " " "aunt" what " grandfather, grandmother " they are some and hard of hearing to have not heard , it is some to have heard ," oh," one is response, it is some to smile: Return to see parents La. It is some and big to shout: Wa! Have gained big money to return to be showy. It is passed that my is to smile. I have let my courtesy. Others says that what is indifferent.

Discover every time home than have changed last time when going home is a lot of, a bridal chamber, 3 or 4 layers and 5 or 6 layers also have two layers and level ground at least , original old tile-roofed house is still to guard that piece of foundation in original place. This will pull certainly, inch earth inch gold Ma. New house is built completely in farmland, we country not is region vast Ma, do you use this calculate what? New house some fit up has to be very good, however, I can only see appearance , can't see house inside, some villa that still has independent little courtyard and resembles town is the same and luxury. This come is the matter that makes one glad , this explains that the life of hometown person is good , level has risen. However, when I go in four weeks, at heart as if have poured 5 taste bottles is the same to feel unwell.

Former open sun site have been weedy, some I am the same and high , however, my height is not very high. Before, all deny in the well of survival, return when, but that water already can not drink , also nobody drinks , because similar domestic household has from the well of home, some household packs well on motor , and then adds few shape things, as if urban resident uses since come the same convenience. No well go to near neighbor home to choose. This is very bad household. Before, the pond denied in life changes little and a lot of, now as a big puddle is similar, there are still water in inside, but that water has changed green , is silent and green, water surface goes up float each shape of all kinds float thing, along wind direction, gather together, if have just rained , this water may sink , is so silent and green, it should be muddy, in yellowish brown, tape point is green. But all will wash clothing in this big puddle still , are exquisite, when this has washed to use well water back pass once again, do not strive for , or have no condition so take to go home to sun, good the sun in hometown is big , can be killed virus well. There is a meter of many widthes before pond dam, now if two persons go to possibility side by side, are you a little difficult , go face to face? Resemble road narrow can turn is the same, will be pretty careful , otherwise not enter pond possibility falls there paddy field. The field who sees other again seems nobody between field, is distant between person, and is so narrow that pity , as if single plank bridge is the same, can only allow a person to pass. See on ridge side in childhood that when papa makes work, papa will paste from field neighborhood some mud , so, ridge is counted strongly. Now, hear papa to say: Who returns so do, all scrape ridge in own field, it is the more narrow to not scrape the more.

There are still many matters,

On village, many persons are rich, they make money desperately, have no sunset night gain , even body has disease , return no matter, is still engaged in the work for that body is harmful , because that working money are gained more , come quickly, certainly, he has not thought of , such body also collapses quickly. They have a lot of money, but their clothing is still shabby, life is still clear and bitter. Their cultural life and mental world that need not say them more are poor as the person that has no money. Then, perhaps, he has no money , but his cultural life may be rich and colorful.

I have a neighbor, according to generation share he should cry out my aunt, but his age is more very good and more than me, so I cry out home he cries out still "elder brother". He has gained a lot of money, what matter is done , allegedly he does a matter - - sprinkles pitch. Sprinkle to new house top. Doing this one have gained a lot of money. But he has illness, and that illness does not be still treated well, can only is as etc. die. The doctor calls him many rests , will maintain body well. However, he does not hear the doctor , as if is not as the same as illness, run around there and there , have no sunset night do. Grudging to eat to grudge wear to grudge more to go to have played. Have stored money completely. But on mouth, always say that have no money , fear that it is rich that others knows him to ask that it is the same that he borrows. It can be borrowed also that however, ask him really borrow , will but count interest money finally. However, this also wants to see person , is not that everybody can borrow. He has son. Now, it is well big. Think that son studies well, son does not read , think that son works well, son does not do. When surface and not 3 not the person of 4 is a, it is not to enter what , is to enter what department. He, go a little while bank takes thousands of send to what, go a little while bank takes ten thousands of send to what department. Have no method, for son!

I do not understand that he wants so many money to make what to use! Certainly, there are many money do not scald hand , everybody thinks that money are many! But money are to gain flower, since gaining , do not spend , money have lost it formerly value.

He has so many money, son does not try to make a good showing. Is it worth-while that money reserve to children? He has so many money , grudges flower by oneself , sending to others to eat drink lark. He has so many money, it is to make a little program for public good in village to grudge to take point , donate the children given west district to buy some learning appliance , take to give formerly very rich person. He has so many money , has illness , but will make money desperately still. Money are outside thing, if livelihood is not brought , stubbornlies refuse to take away. Everybody slide solely land coming this world, also slide solely land departure this world. Life is the travel in a process and one slow long walking tour only. While not unfairly treat others, do not also unfairly treat self. Certainly, I am not to say that person is rich, may spend excessiveness freely , pass the life of paper drunk golden riddle. It is also not to say that person wants " today has wine today drunk ". Money are to gain the person that spends and can make money to spend money, money will use in meaningful place.

If a lifetime of everybody has a substantial time , it is meaningful, if everybody is under the condition of substantial material life , cultural life also the same is rich and many to pick , it is meaningful to substantiate. It is good! If have not unfairlied treat others, have not also unfairlied treat self , have helped others , have also helped self! It is good! If the relation between person and person does not decide with "money". If be able to have only a little distance between that Tian Yu Tian between person, it is good! If all can also think of "all" when seeing " little home"! It is good!

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