Zuo the heavy snow of night a night makes house outside a Ying white, snow Ai Ai, silver packs vegetarian meal to wrap , outside, familiar world has changed appearance, after geting up , desperately crowded last one leaves for the bus in city, on bus, see this one to know again strange city, at heart Fan rise is a burst and sad , in this city already near 8 years , for 8 years coming all memory whole is here , there is happiness, the 8 years of the, own youth that has sadness are dedicated completely in this city. The great aspiration of lofty sentiments when graduates in when in last few years nearly disappearance danger has let , calm life picture is a beach stagnant water, have no stormy waves, occasionally meeting Fan take some ripples, however very quickly will recover calmness.
Current life already pattern has melted , go to work and come off work , get on the Internet and watch film , go around street shopping , buy some daily necessitieses to self, weekend puts own little house in order , is clean, quiet quiet lie to see a ball on bed, like 1 or 2 films again , see the book bought by oneself recently , is very peaceful, in former little house, it is lively very, holiday and weekend friends like to assemble in the little house that arrives me very much, few persons surround to sit , eat the chafing dish that a self does , have 1 or 2 cups of wine , watch a film together , hit to play cards , talk together, it is discursive to have a chat , is very happy, all have thought that this is just the delight of life, a bottle of tea, a cup of old wine and gossip are daily, weak Ran happy music, enjoyment this peaceful the no life of stormy waves, smile to see outside hardships , other is a flavour when mind. Along with the passing of time, original friends also a leaving, guard self is another and half , little house is quiet and a lot of immediately, already again also will not picture former such is lively, friends also begin to advise me: " brother, seek woman , a person too loneliness " also have the brother that marries to give birth to son to advise me: " elder brothers live rather, a person, picture brother I now advances or retreat is difficult choice, that is one is bitter , every day old child of old woman, cover tightly , I miss former life very much ", often now my a sentence that always with them speak: " each life has the benefit of each life , being another only for you to be still thinking at the time after this life the benefit of life, we are the benefits that sees others only , have not seen not good one side just ", yes, it is so that person is born with , different stage passes different life, if live , dream and life, as song, have the climax that also has low valley, it is so that person is born with , passing own life return when look around the life of other person.
Life is actually very peaceful , is finishing the feelings of first love with rear 5 years , I have again begun a feelings that has no ending , this feelings time is very short, though, have raised the ripples in my heart, but as loving the finish of feelings, my life again begins to have belonged to calmness, friends still eager to promote organize for me appearance kiss , they think of the life with my single finish , now I should also come down steadily, I also want to find a girl very much , pull her hand, lead along hand together with her to go around street , watch film , do meal together , face wind together to see star moon , those feeling is good surely, light beginning goes up , fresh breeze touches surface, it is green to set up yarn shadow , roams on the square of city, everything is so is leisurely and self-satisfied , abandonment everything trouble Xiao, together with two persons, discuss the future , express the piece base in heart, in flat, mix with romance, everything is so nature, it is good!
When process feelings entanglement as well as the baptism of years I now should be man , though in the eye of others I than ripen with age person, but I know that still have the dream like fairy tale in my heart , ripen in surface, innocent heart, this just is genuine I, time will be very excited by oneself, meeting when midnight runs the square in city goes up roam , sit on the chair of park, plain surface dynasty day, look at the star on day, enjoyment that slice of is peaceful as carving in, then again hit vehicle to return the little house to self enter dreamland, can also have a cup of wine in the orchid mill of cassia tree , hear 1 or 2 love songs, having time do by oneself , do not understand self, perhaps, it is lonely by oneself, perhaps is self too wilfulness Wang , all company have not done by oneself to understand.
Per night, watch two films, this one from university the habit that forms has not always given up , self likes to watch those films about feelings entanglement, war and history, the deduction that Wang Jia Wei repeats constantly with his film the love of different kind, perhaps, it is his experience it is a brave man who wears armour to have dreamt for self , defend own love with own both hands, own country, iron blood tenderness, sometimes, also think that self is the person of a unique feelings, for one Ji alone former ideal trip. See through life, see do not wear former road I is still slowly former on the raw locus of one of us to be all right , return when hold work self hold work, insist self insist, but do not know when is just furthest end, perhaps, it is tired to wander I should give self a , will also begin , like my friends" old old woman, child and the hot head of heatable brick bed" , yes, will always give self a place of resting repeated , this place has no than the place of more suitable home.
Life such as dream, at the time of looking around later , it is the same that we may feel as if being an imaginary dream, it is dim and but again true , enjoys the delight of life , driving out life bother , at the time that life has gone through climax as well as low valley as song, you will discover everything in again belong to after begining flat. This is life , is but again filled with expectation but.
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